Yesterday I shot Jade Indica for Public Disgrace and I have to say, she is fucking fantastic. I mean, so sexy, so tough, and so fun to play with. I will also say that I love the bars in San Francisco! This town is full of dirty perverts who want to see girls get humiliated and fucked! I assumed that we would get kicked out of a lot more places with our tied up bitches and camera crew, but no, everyone loves us! Also, the people at the bar last night were very sadistic. When asked if they would rather see her cum or see her tortured, they said tortured everytime!

Anyway, back to Jade.....there was this one part where she was handcuffed to a pole and I was slapping her pussy and we were looking into eachothers eyes and she was just taking EVERYTHING and loving it. It was so fucking hot. For a minute I wished that we weren't in a bar full of people so that I could have her all to myself! I'm trying to get her booked for Wiredpussy ASAP. Did I mention that she is so hot?! And so sweet?! She gave me the best massage after the shoot. It's moments like that where you stop and say, "life is good."

The other day I was doing an interview about women who make porn and watch porn, and she was asking me if I had ever fallen in love with anyone who I met in a scene. Have I ever?! I fall in love all the time!!! Jade Indica is my most recent love and Lorelei is my first. Also along the way I've fallen in love with Dana DeArmond, Ariel X, Cecilia Vega, Sarah Jane Ceylon, Harmony, Annette Schwarz, Sandra Romain, Bobbi Starr, Isis Love......you catch my drift. I have been so lucky to have all these amazing women in my life, and I thank my lucky stars for each and every one of them.

This may be my most mushy post to date, except for the one about me and margaret and our babies that are gonna be so sexy.

Tomorrow I shoot Cecilia Vega in the armory. It is going to be so surreal, I never thought I'd see her outside of Europe. She is the only girl who has ever called me on the phone to ask if I would mind anally fisting her!  Would I mind?! You see why I have to fall in love all the time?

Blog #2
Right now I am editing a shoot with Syd Blacovich that is really hot. Syd emailed me and told me that she had a fantasy about being interrogated and gang banged. Ding Ding!!!! I booked the shoot with me, Isis, and Madeline domming and did this really moody lighting that looked amazing. In the first scene Syd is in this spotlight and you can't see any of us, all you can see are our whips striking her all at the same time. Total movie magic!
But I think my favorite part is in scene 2 where Syd is strapped into this chair and shivering. We are trying to get her to give us the information that we want, but she won't say anything at all, except for "fuck you". So I ask her if she is cold, and when she doesn't respond I pour a bucket of ice water on her head. That'll teach her!!!
But honestly the best thing about this shoot is that it is sooo authentic and raw. Syd really wanted to do this scene and gives 100% to it. She is truly struggling not to give in, and seeing the expressions on her face is just, well, priceless!

For any fans of Syd on Ultimate Surrender this shoot will see a real treat, The Hungarian Nightmare, bound, fisted, ass fucked, and forced to cum!

I'll post a pic as soon as they are edited......