Lance,

Taunting me with petualant remarks surely isn't going to do much of anything other than make me giggle. Nor does it change what my past is. If instead you took the approach in a much more respectable manor and inquired kindly I may have even been inclined to post a few photos or links to the days when I subbed in front of the camera and in my personal life. You obviously are quite interested. No doubt if I was to do a scene with Mistress January or Princess Donna etc. I would hope they would push me to my limits even if it was to the edge of tears.  I would most definitely release in that manor and  given the fact it has been awhile since I've subbed in front of the camera and in my personal life it would be such a joyous release of pain and pleasure! I surely wouldn't want to have my time wasted right? In the end the only thing that truely matters is the confidence that I have from the adventures I've had in the past so that now I'm able to facilitate the wonderful experiences for other people to grow and enjoy in a safe enviorment.

Next time think before you speak and just ask me in a more charismatic way and you may actually get what your looking for.

warmest regards always,

M.M.~